2009/10/25

ich vermisse dich i am missing you

ich würde mich freuen von dir zu hören it would be nice to hear from you

2009/10/17

ich verliere nichts. i don’t lose anything. i do not lose myself. again.

wenn ich dich liebe. if i love you. when i love you.
wenn du mich liebst. even if you don’t love me.
verliere ich auch nichts. i do not lose anything.
dann gewinnen wir. we only lose being amazing together.

i will always be myself. ich bleibe vollständig. immer.

2009/10/08

most of the time:

yes.

not always, though.

2009/10/07

blu pic

if u ever publish the blu pic – u know which one i am talking about – i’m going to rip ur heart out – even if then it would be made of stone and the rippin' wouldn’t matter to u, but it’s about principle!





i hate that u published pics of ‚our’ visit.





later: they r nice pics though, arent they? ok, i forgive u the publication, as the blu pic is not included and maybe for u it is ur way of remembering.

2009/10/05

funkstille

zeit mich selbst wieder ins lot zu bringen. (wenn sich schon keiner meldet.)

passt auch/gut.

zur erinnerung, die aufgabe dieses jahr:

2009/10/04

A - B - C

one in A
one in B
moi in C

...

if they couldwould now drop by in C often -but not at the same time-
or if we couldwould meet in D or E or wherever else frequently

everything couldwould be great

...

i think i would like that
a lot,
maybe
best

outside:cloudy

summer is over.

the sun burning down,
the need for sunscreen and for parasols,
the afternoons on roof top terrasses,
the delights of laying in a park on a sunny day,
the evenings on the balcony with a glass of champagne and a friend talking forever,
the nights naked in bed without becoming cold,
the timelessness of days and nights,
the eternity of summer

only
- as of now -
a memory.