my life is here.

...just a reminder for myself.


and yes, i am a bit nervous about meeting an ex-boyfriend in september.

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best thing to do right now: forget about it until it really actually happens in september. he may not have time after all. so what's the excitement? see, there is no reason for it NOW.

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and if then a meeting actually happens, remember: there is no chance. chance for a happily-ever-after does NOT exist. which is OK. you tried before, you know the outcome. don't try again. just enjoy the moment. have fun. then leave. and return to the happy life you have here. no reason to be sad.

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my life is here. and i like my life.