if u ever publish the blu pic – u know which one i am talking about – i’m going to rip ur heart out – even if then it would be made of stone and the rippin' wouldn’t matter to u, but it’s about principle!
i hate that u published pics of ‚our’ visit.
later: they r nice pics though, arent they? ok, i forgive u the publication, as the blu pic is not included and maybe for u it is ur way of remembering.
zeit mich selbst wieder ins lot zu bringen. (wenn sich schon keiner meldet.)
passt auch/gut.
zur erinnerung, die aufgabe dieses jahr:
one in A
one in B
moi in C
...
if they couldwould now drop by in C often -but not at the same time-
or if we couldwould meet in D or E or wherever else frequently
everything couldwould be great
...
i think i would like that
a lot,
maybe
best
summer is over.
the sun burning down,
the need for sunscreen and for parasols,
the afternoons on roof top terrasses,
the delights of laying in a park on a sunny day,
the evenings on the balcony with a glass of champagne and a friend talking forever,
the nights naked in bed without becoming cold,
the timelessness of days and nights,
the eternity of summer
only
- as of now -
a memory.
i am not yet sure when i am hungry.
i am not yet sure if i am hungry.
i am not yet sure at what time i am hungry.
my system is not yet back in my body's current time zone.
funny.
die tage sind jetzt andersrum:
tagsüber viel unterhaltung und menschen
abends ruhig, sehr ruhig
ich hatte mich an unterhaltsame abende doch sehr gewöhnt.
und tagsüber nur bei lust und laune kontakt mit menschen.
ansonsten: dachterrassenaufenthalte. sofabewohnen. alleine.
dafür abends angenehme gesellschaft. mit kochen. reden. spielen.
und jetzt: abends keiner da und keiner kommt einfach nach hause zum unterhalten.
und was habe ich nochmal gemacht abends, vor den ferien?
much ado about nothing ?
the big scare ?
...not yet sure what to call it...
all of the above? ...yes.
