as of now

enough niceties.

as of now i will stop being available all the time right away.
i am tired of being seen as some sofa: always there. very nice and comfortable, but nothing to be concerned of that it isnt there tomorrow anymore.

as of now i will stop being so easy.
you want me? you are interested in me? well, show me. prove it to me that you really want me. that you deserve me. gain my trust. fight for my love.