as of tomorrow

crappy day today.
crappy mood this evening.
need changes.
need more discipline.
stop laissez faire.
not only start doing things.
getting things done.
instead.

as of tomorrow:
set deadlines.
even for myself.
take decisions.
more pressure.
move forward.

off now to find a better mood - and a campari.

missing:question

do i miss you because you are unavailable, far away, inaccessible right now or do i miss you because of you, yourself?

missing:txt msgs

i'm missing our conversations about nothing at all and the whole wide world squeezed into little text messages.

please come home safe from p.