i miss u
and we just talked yesterday evening on the phone. for quite some time. but it is not enough. the txt messages are not enough either. and u r only on vacation now. and i might, most probably, even meet up with u before i will fly off on vacation.
which is great.
and unexpected.
i miss u.
which is unexpected, too.
and - even though not unexpectedly but still at sudden - plan F is now going to be implemented...the future is...whatever it will be. for u. as well as for us, if an us even exists...we'll see about that...
and in the meantime i will just enjoy the time we have and share. now. here. = reminder to myself
i miss u.
i am surprised.
...and isn't it very well that i am good at dealing with the unexpected?
off red adventrice singing "...the future is wide open..."
